i have romanticized loving you for a long time. longer than what mortal time and space had actually given me. it is a struggle and yet i held your hand for as long as my cold fingers can endure. as long as my small heart can contain. and as unconditional as my mind can comprehend.
there is no grandeur in it but even in my most painful moments, even in my loudest screams and begging for your time and emotions, at the end of the day i embrace your imperfections and find contentment in wearing your old shirts to sleep just to feel you close to me.
i had loved you during your best and loved you more when you're at your worst. and if i could stitch life like a thread i'll do it perfectly for you.
and yet you broke my heart...
in the most shattering way there is.
in the most painful way you yourself said "i don't deserve" with the
lamest unforgivable reason.
with no guts and with your usual cowardice it took you 6 years and
9 months to unmask yourself.
i shall not wish you well.
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its your fault to loved someone whom you know that his already married, you wasted your time for nothing but in return it was "karma" for you, for all things you've done to his family.May god forgive you.
ReplyDeletestruggling with wrong grammar and poor vocabulary to insult me? this is hilarious! hahahaha
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